Feelings & rants01 Jul 2009 06:00 pm

I knew it. Even before I checked, I had a premonition, a sense of foreboding that kept me agitated all day.

Yesterday I went to sleep at 11.00pm and one hour later I woke up and got ready for school, thinking it was already the next day. When I went down the stairs and saw the lights on and my brother still at the computer I looked at the clock and realized… Wtf. It’s not even tomorrow yet. -____-;; (Anyway that isn’t the point of my post.)

The point was that… I have an incredible streak of bad luck. Why?
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I GOT CHOSEN FOR NATIONAL SERVICE.

God, help me. What the fuck.

*starts crying* No no no no no no no no no. I refuse to go. I don’t want to spend 3 months under the sun and turn into some hideous black creature. This is a nightmare. Anytime now I’ll wake up right? RIGHT?!??! DDDDDDDDDDD:

Feelings & rants25 Jun 2009 09:14 pm

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I can’t wait for Bon Odori so that I can wear my new yukata.

I want to go online. I want to go online. I want to go online. *rant rant rant*

Anyway, since I’m banned from the computer, I’ve had a lot of time to do some self-reflecting and thinking. I shall now proceed to share my thoughts with you, as vast as an ocean they might be.

1. Sometimes, I wonder if I am really anti-social. I mean, if I was just a little nicer, a little friendlier, I’d b able to make friends easier right? The problem is that I’m shy. ;-; And also, I tend to ignore people whenever I feel like it. Many of my friends including my best mate has been ignored by me countless times. I wonder why I feel that way. *ponders* A few of my friends once told me that before they knew me, they thought I was an arrogant person. *sniffles* Do I really seem that way to you? D:

2. I got back my midterm results. It was… Very, very disappointing. Yes, it probably is my fault. If I had actually picked up the book a few weeks ahead of time instead of the day before the exam and even then I did not actually study much, I merely read through the summaries of each chapter, I would have probably gotten straight A1s. (So confident /swt) Instead, I got myself a few A2s that only needed a few more marks to reach an A1. It is also the first time I had gotten below 70 for my Perdagangan. It is also the first time I did not place first in my class ever since I came to the Arts stream. *is in a state of denial* I really, really should study, like.. right now. I must do it for the sake of the reward I’d get if I manage to pass my SPM with flying colours. Help me Q___Q

3. Pn. Judy sort of pursuaded me into taking the UNSW English exam. Why why why why why. What if I fail? What if I don’t pass with distinction? What if I get a mere pass? What would happen to my self-worth then?!? It’s bad enough that Michelle got a distinction for it last year. It’d be a total embarassment if I’d get anything worse that that. It’s bad enough that she scored 95 for her English during midterms and I only got 93. *sighs* I should stop being so competitive right?

4. I think I’m a Japanophile. Or more like, I AM a Japanophile. It’s like I’m addicted to all things Japanese. Their fashion, culture, history… Recently I’ve even been reading Japanese literature (that has been translated into English cause I suck at Japanese). Like, when I went to Kinokuniya that day, I felt compelled to buy every single English book that was by a Japanese author. The only thing that I can’t stand is Japanese food though, namely sushi. I just can’t understand why people would each such bland, tasteless food topped with seafood and the like? (I hate seafood. Hate hate HATE it.)

5. Recently, I bought the abridged version of “The Tale of Genji”. I was going to purchase the complete translation but sadly the staff at Kinokuniya wrapped the book rather badly. I also found the novel version of Kamikaze Girls translated into English. Finally! Sadly there were only 3 books left and they were in a rather bad condition, but I bought it anyway. I absolutely detest books that have ‘dog ears’ or tears or any damage to them. When I see a book like that, my heart dies a little inside. That’s why I seldom lend my books to people. Once I lent “Eragon” to one of my classmates and when she gave it back to me, the book’s cover were torn at the seams and when I stared at the book, I felt a compelled to throw it away. Maybe I’m just being picky, but my love for books are just too great. My books have to be in a perfect and pristine condition at all times. :/

6. I am now truly broke. Cosplay and lolita just eats into your wallet, little by little till there’s nothing left. All the more reason to get straight A1s for my SPM so that I can get more cash. Someone exchange brains with me. I want a brain like Pei Ling’s or Mei Yeen’s. *O*

7. Sometimes I dream of owning a shop like Black Alice, catering lolita items to residents all over Malaysia. Yet, I know that it is not a profitable job and since Malaysians tend to favour cheap items from I-socks rather than branded goods, I don’t think it’s a very good idea. Meeting ‘Kami-sama’ like the owner of Black Alice would be awesome though. Kami-sama aka Akinori Isobe even gave a Btssb dress to Tim’s wife! D: *jealous*

8. I’m very very uncertain of my future. Maybe I’ll go down the path my parents have suggested for me. Deep down inside though, all I want is to be a housewife with a maid to the housework for me so I can laze around all day doing nothing while my husband goes out to work. *is such a lazy person*

9. I tend to compose long and boring posts about the same repetitive things over and over and over again. I’m such a boorish person. Sheesh.

10. Do I look like a Japanese? o__O I’ve been getting the phrase “Are you a Japanese?” or people mistaking me as a Japanese countless times. Even when I’m wearing my school uniform in school or when I wore a plain t-shirt and knee-length pants or when I wear nothing but casual clothes. Weird. I don’t think I look like a Japanese in particular or anything.

PS: My birthday is next month. I WANT PRESENTS! Lalalalala. xD

Uncategorized15 Jun 2009 07:41 pm

Okay, I have an announcement to make.

My blog misshermes.com will go on a temporary hiatus because I have been banned from my parents to go online until my SPM is over. Ha ha. *cries*

I might update my blog from time to time, but it is not final.

If you have anything urgent that needs my attention or if you have something important to inform me, you can email me at miss-hermes@hotmail.com or contact me by phone (friends only).

Thank you for supporting my blog all this time and I hope that you will continue to do so after I return. *bows*

PS: I will still be attending events probably, I might be going to Bon Odori and Daicon. I’m still not sure yet though. ^^;

Feelings & rants14 Jun 2009 02:19 pm

-post deleted- >D

I’M OVERREACTING OVER THIS ISSUE.

*runs off to find a wig supplier and a tailor*

Feelings & rants13 Jun 2009 02:07 pm

… Two days before the holidays end. I haven’t done anything productive. All I did was study two miserable chapters for Mathematics Form 4 and spent the rest of my time reading manga and watching anime. My SPM… My SPM results are going to suffer… ;____;

On another note, I think the Kuroshitsuji anime is not as good as the manga. Of course I adored the opening and ending themes but the storyline in the anime is just too different. What happened to the circus arc in the manga? Why is it not in the anime? And why is some freaky retarded angel arc in it instead?!? As for the ending… The ending was… Incredibly… Lame. I thought something with more impact would have happened but noooo. *sighs*

Also, I’m addicted to K-On! right now. Aaa… It is so randomly amusing. Moe moe kyun~!

*stares at a big hole in my pocket* I seem to have gone on a shopping spree. What will I eat for winter now?! I can’t possible survive on frozen fish and icicles! Ha ha. Where is my winter damnit?! I can’t stand the fact that the only one weather we have here is summer summer summer. I hate Malaysia.

PS: Anyone wanna donate me Chihara Minori’s AWSM ticket for Daicon? :( Think of it as… A birthday present to me. *cough*

Lolita and Outings10 Jun 2009 12:09 pm

Last Saturday, Aiko hosted our first loliday at her humble abode. It was a small gathering but tons of fun~! :3

WARNING: Extremely long post filled with a huge load of pictures ahead.

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Aiko tied ribbons everywhere~

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Bunny-chan felt like our mama for the day cause she was fussing over everyone and everything. xD

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Aiko chopping up potatoes for our lunch

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Lolis like to camwhore too >3

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Chibi Frack is so cute~Myuu

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The lovely Ginger~

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Preparing the table for lunch

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My darling hubby Michi <3

We tried on each other's clothes as part of our activities for the day. So much lacee *w*

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Bunny-chan looking stunning in pink

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I tried on Aiko’s Hawase Doll OP… Now I want one of my own. .____.

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Ginger wearing pink too… We all wear pink. O:

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Delicious tarts for tea

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Snow white cupcakes too

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A cake baked by Michi and decorated by her and Bunny-chan~ Although it would suit our winter loliday more xD

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Michi and Ginger

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I’m so addicted to bunny stuffies right now. I want the bunny bag! *w*

(Sorry my pictures look so lousy. My photoshop died and I couldn’t edit them. Q.Q)
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Now on to the photos I have gotten from Michi and Bunny-chan~!

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Self-timer ftw

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Black and white

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Bunny ears on my bonnet *smirk*

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I spy the kira pose at the back lalala xD

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Our lovely host for the day~ Aiko

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Some of the dresses we brought to share

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Jumping lolis xD

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I’m a happy happy loli~

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And now I’m emo…

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Frackie has wings~!

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Some notes from the lolis… I didn’t write mine because I had to go home early cause my head felt like cracking open already. : (

And then when I went home… I found out I had a high fever. *laughs* I should have known I was sick… But I wanted to attend loliday and I’m glad that I did. Let’s have another great loliday this December~! ^^

Lolita and Outings07 Jun 2009 07:36 pm

I’m so sorry for posting this late @__@ My pc crashed and I could only log into my blog using this computer.

Anyways, it was a little… unorganized in my opinion but still it was all good. I met up with some of my old friends though I didn’t make any new ones. I’m so… unsociable. *cough*

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Pretty cupcakes that were as hard as rocks :o

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Pretty little headdress *w*

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My super cute Aki >D

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Some of the lolis chatting

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Many many lolis *w*

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Some of us that went somewhere else to eat >.<

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Rose ring *wants*

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Sir, would you like some fart? :> (Okay this sounds wrong lol)

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Baby blue and Mieko

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Go go lolita-chan!

(Will post the other pictures when I get them from other people. The ones above were taken by me.)

 

Feelings & rants29 May 2009 11:55 am

Owwie owwie owwie… .____.

I had an eye infection and part of my eye became swollen for a whole week so I went to the hospital to do a tiny little itsy bitsy surgery.

And the tiny little itsy bitsy surgery hurts so muchie wuchie. Q____Q

(sorry, i tend to act like this sometimes. i have many personalities living in me. lolol)

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Ohoho. I look like a real pirate now yes?

Sadly because of this eye, my plans for wearing my new jsk might go up in smoke. I really really wanted to wear it but… I have to hide my eye somehow so… .___. I’m someone who hates imperfection.

Anyways, I spent my entire two days sitting at home watching Tsubasa Chronicles like a madwoman because it was so addictive. Aaaa… I can’t decide who I like more… Syaoran or Fay or Kurogane… @___@ Anyone interested in cosplaying Tsubasa with me? xD I want a Syaoran.

Outings27 May 2009 12:34 am

From last last Saturday. I was too busy with my midterms to go online. :/

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Shiny *w*

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I like this section…

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Look at all the customers O: Ippai desu! It was a full house when we went there.

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Food food food

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More Austrian food!

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I swear this is the best garlic bread I have EVER tasted

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Some of my relatives~

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The four oldest cousins…

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Some of my little cousins…

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My grandparents and uncles and aunties and parents

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The worst camwhores I have ever seen. They strike millions of poses whenever I point my camera at them! xD

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The kitchen inside the restaurant *-*

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*cough*

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My pretty cousins and me~

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This was a family I didn’t know and had never met in my life. When I was looking down from the balcony the two small kids started waving to me and talked to me. It was so… Amusing. *laughs* They were so adorable. I want to meet them again someday. Thank you for curing my boredom! xD

Okay not going to elaborate much. I still have my last papers to sit for tomorrow. Q.Q Next time, I’m going to study hard. Or at least try. .___.

Items & stuff16 May 2009 02:23 pm

J’aimerais un carte de credit s’il vous plait… Q___Q

So… Like… I bought more stuff…? Again. Stupid shopaholic. .____.

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I wonder what’s inside this teeny weeny boxie woxie.

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How on earth did 3 items fit into that tiny box is still a mystery to me… Lol.

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I have the same shoes in pink… .___.

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S>nurse outfit ; I don’t have any idea why I bought it in the first place. Any buyers?

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Oh my… What can this be? >D

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Clue number 1

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Clue number 2

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Clue number 3

I shall not reveal the JSK until the lolita outing at the end of May… >D (If I’m going)

It is also the most expensive dress I have ever owned in my entire lifetime. *watches money fly away*

Thankfully, it did not get caught by the customs. Or it’ll be the last time I ever order jsks from Baby’s website. .___. *cries tears of relief*

And and and… The print is to die for. *____* Even my mother says it’s divine. The first time she ever said one of my lolita dresses are pretty. :3 I love it I love it I love it I love it I think I love it as much as the Aatp Rose Jail jsk that I’ll never own… :<

Okay, I should stop now. But seriously, I’m so in love with my -inserts name here- jsk. <3 *huggles dress*

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