a little girl’s fantasy world

And it’s falling down down down…
The share market rates are dropping so bad that so many companies are bankrupt right now…
It’s rather scary to think that the world might go into reccession… >___<

That’s it. I shall stop buying stuff till the economy gets better.
*cough* Yeah right. *cough* Why am I still stalking auctions and lolita websites?!?!! Must… Preservere… Must… Not… Buy… Super frilly gorgeous princessy AP jsk… Nnnnnooooo…

By the way, I sat for my Accounts final term paper today. It was horrible. T^T Not to mention the rest of my exams that lasts for 3 whole weeks. Gahhh… Form 4 really sucks. Help me! I have no mood to study. Even as hard as Accounts was, I only started revising the day before the exam. Why am I so lazy? *hits self*

PS: I think the world is going to end soon. Maybe God is disgusted with us humans for corrupting the world.

That comment by nyametan made my day. xD

It’s not because she said I could actually be a model, since I’ve been complimented that before, plus I did some amateurish modelling once last year. It was the fact that she said I could be an actual LOLITA model that made me real happy.

Why? Because my dream is to model for one of the prestigious lolita brands someday. (Not like that will happen but a girl can dream right?) *hides*

I know I won’t be able to make it anyway. *stares at short self*

Michelle darling invited me to go to Legend hotel with her family for a ’so-called photoshoot’ but we ended up never finishing the photoshoot anyways. *laughs*

Instead, we went out shopping at Times Square & Sungei Wang. Gawd. I seriously HATE those two places. I officially dub the 3rd floor of Times Square where all the i-socks shops are the ‘lala floor’. *shivers* The only reason I’d actually go there was to buy manga and books from Borders.

I bought the english version of GLB~! They wrote there ‘Autumn 2008′ but it turns out that their issue was from Japan’s GLB vol. 26 which came out LAST YEAR. Wtf. Which means I’ll have to buy vol. 30 of Japan’s GLB for this year’s autumn collection. Zzz.

And oh yeah, I got so hooked to ‘Nosatsu Junkie’ that I plan to go back to Borders and get myself vol. 4,5, & 6. Curse you Tokyopop for dropping vol. 7~! Now I’ll never be able to finish the series!

I was also planning to buy the 1st edition of the english translated Cosmode and Junjou Romantica vol.1, but I ran out of money that day. T^T

PS: Anyone wants a free Seventeen magazine? I don’t even read that crap. Only bought it for the 10% discount I’d get for my stuff for every magazine I bought.

This was the table we furnished for a ‘breakfast scene’ the night before. Sadly we never did the scene so it all went to waste. =(

Soulmates for life. -Zutto isshouni ittai-

I’m too lazy to say anything so let’s just go to the photos~

*has no idea what anime/manga/game this is from*

A character from Dolls~

Me snapping Kong snapping me

Me snapping Aiko snapping me

ROFL

I wish I brought Seraphiel along… T^T

<3 <3

Suigintou~~

Mittseh as a shota? o.O

Aiko-jie

Because I’m a little pink fairytale princess! *flutter flutter*

Nooo… Don’t look at me!

I love the dress… T^T

Potential gay couple? D:

Sexyyyy

Bleach vs Naruto

Contestants from the cosplay competition

This is so… WRONG. But me likey. =D

Lalala~~

Can I has mah lollipop?

….Was really hectic since I had to go there by KTM from school. I was agitated the whole time during Japanese class because I was worrying that I would not arrive there on time to collect my costumes from Juin since she said that she would not entertain us after 2pm. *gulps*

A big thank you to Shi Ling’s mother for fetching us to the KTM station and also for treating us to pizza. ^^

I didn’t take much of any photos on the first day because I was lazy and also because Michelle kept wandering around with my stuff and I had to follow her. *sweat*

Megane loli~! *O*

Super awesome car… I want one.

Akiko-chan~~

OMG what are you doing?!? How can you betray Ikki?!? I’m going to tell him! Hmph! *lols*

Nike is trying to seduce Ringo… o.o

Kong in her lolita… Remember to return me my headdress!

Agito and Ringo~~

GRELL!!! I missed the Ciel cosplayer though… :’(

*cough cough* What are you guys doing?

Prince Of Tennis~

Ayase… <3

Thanks 9gems for helping me take this picture… ^^

Overall, the event was kind of boring. I preferred the prvious ACGC held at Times Square. And and and and… The lighting SUCKS I tell you. Sucks! It made most of the pictures I took come out blurry and lame. *sighs* Let’s just hope CF won’t be held in a place with bad lighting. Or else………………

Huge thank you to Shin Lu for treating us to Baskin Robbins ice-cream :3

Some stuff I bought there~ Omg I forgot to buy Muted Colours! T^T *hits self*

Originally, I didn’t want to post any of my anime rants here in my new blog but… I can’t resist posting about this~! It’s too… Too… Hard to keep it inside me~!

WARNING: SPOILER AHEAD
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OMGWTF how can Lelouch die damnit?!?!?!?! Nnnnnnnnnnnooooooooo…!!!!!!!! In the instant when they revealed the plan of Lelouch dying, I already started crying. And I couldn’t stop. Even after he died I was still crying. I cried so bad I almost vomited. A few times. *cries*

I knew Lelouch was a hero of justice! He is the true hero! But no… So many people had to keep criticizing him and all… Urgh. Poor Lelouch. I really wished they’d reveal Lelouch’s plan to the whole world so that they’d know what a big sacrifice Lelouch has done for them. It’s so unfair! The only people who know are CC, Suzaku, Kallen, Nunally, and Orange. I think?

And and and… Why did they make Suzaku kill Lelouch?!?!?! Why can’t they get someone else to do it?!?! Watching Suzaku crying as he killed Lelouch was so heartbreaking!!! I mean like, they’re best friends man! Uwahhhhhhhhhhh.. T___________T

Nunally… Stupid Nunally. You only realized your brother’s plans in the end didn’t you? You had to be all stupid at first and said he was cowardly and you hated him…….. Bitch.

And and and the stupid video quality on youtube sucked so BAD I couldn’t even see the ending pictures and Ohgi’s wedding pictures! FUCK! I’m really tempted to buy the whole series in dvd just to watch the last few minutes of this episode. Swt.

And as for the feather on Kallen’s neck… What’s that about? I don’t get it man… @__@ I was happy that she knows Lelouch’s true intention though. Or else I’d continue hating her for opposing Lelouch.

There are speculations that Lelouch might still be alive and that he’s the cart driver driving CC… But I doubt so. I think CC was just talking to herself when she said ‘Right, Lelouch?’ Still, if Lelouch was still alive, it’d be AWESOME. Then he and CC can live together happily and quietly in some farm forever and ever. <3

They also said Lelouch became immortal because when Nunally touched his hand she saw flashbacks of what happened or something. But that should be impossible because she should see flashbacks of her own life and not of Lelouch’s. So I didn’t really get that part.

And sucks to all those who said Code Geass R2 sucked! It was awesome and mind-boggling and just plain frickin’ AWESOME! I’m at a loss for words.

Code Geass is now my favourite anime. For life, hopefully. Even if not, it’d still be in my top 10 favourite anime list for life. Lelouch-sama….. T^T

I couldn’t come online for the past few days because I was sick with a cough, flu, and sore throat. Not to mention having my monthly PMS. *sighs* It’s so unfair why guys never have to suffer like we do.

Let’s see~ What shall I talk about today?

1. Final exams are coming soon! In like… 2 week’s time. And I haven’t even opened a single reference book the whole year. Oh gosh. I’m so going to flunk the exam. But I can’t do that. Why? Because everybody in the class thinks I’m the smartest of them all and that I must get good results. Great. Expectations piled upon me again. Zzz.

2. Life is so unfair. Why? During my few days’ absence from checking BTSSB’s website, they released a new JSK. Which is a omgwtfiwantitevenifidie type. I need it~! But… I’m out of money. *cries* Anyone wants to trade this for my Ribbon Princess Drop JSK? OwO I need one in cream or pink~! And they restocked the parasols which I want too~! The pretty pink one with white lace…………………. Anyone want to trade it with my pure pink parasol? Uwahhhh… T^T Lesson learnt: Never buy things just for the sake of buying. Wait till the things you really want to buy is restocked.

3. ACGC is tomorrow. And I still haven’t decided on what to wear. Plus, tomorrow’s going to be a hell of a day. I’ll be going there by KTM (and obviously I have no idea how to) with my friends since my mother’s not free to bring me there and… The other ‘person’ does not know the road to get there. Then after that, I’m going to have to collect my cosplay costumes from Juin and my wig brush from Akiko and sell my white boots to a new owner. Not to mention I’m going to be helping out with the Air Gear shoot which I won’t be cosplaying in because I didn’t have the mood to. I CAN’T CARRY AROUND SO MANY THINGS BY MYSELF AND TAKE PICTURES TOO! Lols. And and… I have so many friends to entertain on that day that I’d probably die of exhaustion. My school friends are coming along with me, I have my own cosplay friends that I want to meet, and also some other people………… *faints* I have no idea how to handle tomorrow. AT ALL.

4. Some people say I spend too much. Like, haven’t I mentioned that fact well enough in almost every single rant post? I’m a SHOPAHOLIC. But I’m trying to stop myself………….. Yeah right. The fact that there are so many things to buy is not helping my condition either. But don’t worry… My money bank’s going to be empty. Soon. After I buy a few more items or so. *sweat*

5. OMG OMG OMG OMG X Japan is coming to Thailand~! Which is like, the country next to Malaysia~! I want to go I want to go I want to go but my parents would probably never allow it. And I’m not a very big fan of X Japan anyway. But if L’Arc~en~Ciel were to come… Or VAMPS… Or Hyde… (Okay, as long as Hyde comes) Then I’d probably grovel in the dirt and beg on my knees to be allowed to go. Hyde-sama, when will you come to Singapore or Thailand? Your humble fan wants to meet you! I didn’t state Malaysia because… You know la… Malaysian government… The chances of having Hyde come to Malaysia for a concert is as much as me never buying anything again for the rest of my life. Which is… Impossible.

6. I originally made this website with the plans of earning money, but I decided that I don’t want to post stupid, lame posts like the ones I read on Nuffnang about ‘How to get more readers to view your blog’ or crap like that. Instead, I’d rather post lots of stupid rants and lame stuff about my boring old life so that you’d die of boredom and stop reading my blog. Lols.

7. Seraphiel needs an older brother, younger brother… Any brother~! Seriously. I was playing with her the whole day yesterday and she kept staring at me in the eyes, informing me that she needed a brother. Or a sister. Or maybe it’s me just being jealous with the amount of BJDs the other owners have.

8. Looks like someone has beaten me to my plans of creating the first cosplay magazine in Malaysia. Boohoo. I’m not sure if my plans for that are ever going to turn into a reality or not though. After all, I’m more of a dreamer than one who makes my dreams into reality. Like the maid cafe that I want to open too.

Wait, this post seems weird. It seems more of a ‘what am I thinking today’ kind of post. o.O Oh well. I’ll post more on ACGC after the event is over. And if I get my DSLR’s memory card adaptor back from my mother. Which is highly unlikely. I could always upload the pictures on her computer if I’m hardworking enough though.

Yet another parcel opening…

I know, I know, you guys must be thinking, not again?!? D: Well, too bad. You’ll have to bear with me. Fufufu.

Another box shot again~

Hmmm… It’s something in cream…

*shock* It’s… A Beth Victorian Maiden dress… Finally! After lusting over one of VM’s dresses for so long… I finally, finally, own one~! My favourite lolita brand in the whole wide world… *dies of euphoria*

Of course, it’s second hand, but still…. It burnt a huge hole in my pocket. As if my pocket isn’t full of holes already.

Second hand brand dresses are not cheap. Seriously. Some even cost more than the original price because they are sold out items and everybody wants to get their hands on one. Luckily, I got mine with a discount. 8D

Now… Presenting my gorgeous dress.
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Hah~! Sorry, not going to post it up. I’m so absolutely in love with it that I don’t want to share it with any of you. *evil laughter*

Instead, I’ll post another one of my stupid camwhoring pictures again. In my dress. But you can only see the top part so it doesn’t matter. xD

I combed my fringe to the side to make myself look more ‘mature’ to suit the Victorian Maiden look. o__O

*points at ring* I made the ribbon ring myself~! xD xD Of course it doesn’t look that nice but I’m working on it. Just need more practice. And clay. >__<;;

Aarrggghhhhhh… I wish I lived in Japan~! Then I could attend all the GLP fashion shows there…

Total WIN.

Are there any children lines from BTSSB or AP? Because if I have money in the future, I swear I’ll dress up my daughter in them. If I have a son… then… Bro-lolita? xD xD

As I was browsing through videos on Youtube, I found this:

A GLP Christmas Night hosted by MALAYSIANS! Of course I can’t compare it to the ones held in Japan, but hey, it’s a good start. The sad thing is that it’s hosted at Sabah. *sobs*

I want one to be held at KL~! The only one I’ve heard about is a ‘ball’ hosted by I-Socks. And obviously I’d die to go because I’m such a fan of I-Socks right? Right? *pukes my guts out*

Why would I attend a ‘ball’ filled with lalas and ita-lolitas? I’d rather go spend my money on something more worth it. >.>

Quote of the day:
“I’ll make you so in love with me…. that every time our lips touch you’ll die a little death.”
-George from ParaKiss.

I deleted my previous post because I hated it. Fufufu.

Just so you guys know that my whole entire life does not revolve around cosplay and lolita only. (Oh wait, it does! xD) Okay, okay. Moving on~

Nowadays, I feel like there is never enough time in a day. I go to school, come home, take a nap, then go online, and lo-behold~! It’s already night time. Then I go to sleep and repeat the same boring routine all over again. Yet I can never find enough time to finish reading my manga nor watching my anime. My studies are proabably suffering right now as I have not opened a single reference book this year yet. -___- My lazy bug is probably at its worst right now.

Ahhh… School. I’ve got not much to describe about my school life. To say I fit in is probably not a very accurate word because the class I’m in right now is filled with chinese students that speak mandarin and cantonese. And my mandarin and cantonese just plain sucks. Still, I’ve grown fond of my class over time. We stick up for each other whenever we have problems, bully teachers together, make noise in class together…………… xD xD It’s kinda fun.

My habits of spending money is getting to the point where it’s uncontrollable anymore damnit! Everytime I have money I have the urge to spend it on more and more stuff, never stopping. And my hobbies keep piling up on after another. Lolita, cosplay, BJDs, anime, manga, books, and now clay-making. Problem is, none of them are cheap. Even a small pack of polymer clay is RM10.89. I really should stop having so many hobbies. But I have no self-control. *sighs*

Today a girl came up to me during reccess and asked me about some cosplay stuff. It looks like she’s interested to cosplay as well. Omigosh. There are more and more people joining the cosplay community! Which is good, right? Or not if they plan to do it half-assed. It’ll be cool though if there were more cosplayers in my school. xD

PS: The batch order of VK uniforms that I joined in the CF forums…. Well… Guess what? Our package is now MIA thanks to once again, the wonderful post services people. Urgh. I’m sick of this crap.

PSS: I have no idea whether I’m going to cosplay or wear lolita for ACGC next week. *gulps* And and… There will be a few students from my school that will be attending… Eeeekk. Can I not meet them? Lols.